June 23, 2001

I was at the mall a couple days ago, and there was a new “little booth in the middle of the aisle” thing. It looked like a prop from Blade Runner. I glanced up at the logo, and lo and behold, I was walking beside an Oxygen Bar. I always wondered how these kinda things worked. There was a group of stools (”the bar”) facing a contraption of gases in 4 different futuristic colors. Back in my day, Oxygen was clear and we liked it that way, and not only that, we had to walk 10 miles through the snow, uphill both ways, just to breathe a little! But enough about that. You’re supposed to suck on little PVC tubes connected to the various aromatic Oxygens. I don’t get it.SAT II’s came in the mail today. 710 World History, 690 Math IIc. I don’t get the Writing back till later, but I think I did best on Writing. I need to study for the Math, though, heh. It’s tough taking a test with Calculus before I take Calculus. I’m pretty happy with the scores, though.

I Have a Story #1: A few weeks ago, I mentioned that I don’t have any good stories (Side note: I just went back and put a comma after ago. Why do some people insist on not using commas the way they’re meant to be used? I had to correct some newspaper articles, and half the corrections involved putting commas in where they should have been. And I know that grammar was wickety-wac, but it’s summer and I don’t care). Today, I got up with Justin at 7. This is the first time I’ve seen 7AM since Summer started. It was wierd. We went down to this warehouse-like thing to do some contract work at 9 bucks an hour, which isn’t pocket change by any stretch of the imagination.

Our job: Build a Staircase. How cool is that? We build some bookshelves, too. I feel worthwhile, heh.

Since we’re talking about grammar, I always capitalize nouns that shouldn’t be capitalized, like Summer above. I dunno why. Maybe I’m secretly channeling German.

I caught Tomb Raider the other day. It was pretty good, as long as you don’t notice that there’s absolutely no sensical plot. The action scenes weren’t bad, though. It was much better than The Mummy.

AI will own it, though. Same with Final Fantasy Movie.

Here’s a theory I was thinking about the other day concerning how people think called Emotion Clouds. My hypothesis (since I believe in tabula rasa, as I said below) is that people make choices based on a “fuzzy” combination of hormones messages and experiences. I think the hormone messages are the most important. People who don’t believe in tabula rasa note that all humans will do certain things, such as have a sense of fear, which must mean there’s some hard-wiring in the brain. I don’t think it’s that way. Fear is a hormonal reaction. When senses notice something which experience has shown to be “scary”, neurons will fire the fear hormone (adrenaline? I dunno what it’s called, heh). Babies aren’t afraid of anything because they don’t have this buildup.

What’s sorta scary, if you follow this, is that it means that what we believe changed on a minute by minute basis. I’m sure any guy will tell you that he’s, erm, “loaded”, (only analogy I could think of, heh) he will think differently than if he’s not, because the amount of testosterone and other hormones are different. It’s pretty easy to tell this one, though. But now think about all of your other hormones (aka your emotions). You can’t really tell as easily when you’re thinking illogically because of your emotions.

I’m using “logic” to mean “what you would think is right, based on your past experiences and inferences, if you’re were emotionally balanced when considering the possibilities”. Personally, I think that controlling your hormones (emotions) is the most important thing that someone can do to become a better person. That paper I linked to above noted that people will be happier if they believe that they are in control of their environment. Being in control of yourself is just as important. There’s an Epicetus quote on my wall that says “No man is free who is not master of himself”. Good philosophy, in my opinion.

I saw a bum on 7th Street with a sign that said “Vision of a Cheeseburger”. That was pretty cool. I woulda given him money if I had any.

I Have a Story #2: I went camping on Tuesday Night. With Erin. And 8 other girls. We all went skinny dipping. If anyone has a better story than this, you are the man, cuz this is a pretty wicked story, heh. They make movies with plots like this (heh, some of my friends probably *own* movies with “plots” like that, specifically tall big-haired almost-Jewish guys *ahem*). The food was a lot better and the campsite left a lot cleaner than with the guys, too, heh.

Dunno why I’m providing insight onto what I had written, but here’s another one. I had “With my girlfriend” instead of “With Erin”. But I think that sounds sorta pretentious. Maybe it’s just me. I’m not a big fan of those guys who make a point of letting everyone know about “their catch”, so to speak. Gyah.

They got Bemani at the arcade! Yay!

And I still need a job. Z might have found me one at Washington Mutual, but I’m not sure if it’s a paid internship or just a Joe Q. Internship.

MP3 Prime Cut: What a Feelin’ by DJ Bobo w/ Irene Cara
What a feeeeeeeeeeeeeelin’. Cool early 90’s Dance.

MP3 Prime Cut Extra: The Game by Jurassic 5
There are some wicked rhymes in this song. “Pass the ball / final casting call / Verbal basketball / Off the glass Smash your jaw / Too fast for y’all / You might take a nasty fall / Trying to stick with the prehistoric passenga’”



June 08, 2001

Ok, ok, America is cool and all, but what the hell is up with seventy percent of our population? 70% of America believes in or is not sure on the subject of ESP. 58% for Devil Possession. 55% in ghosts. 55% in mind-readers. 41% in witches, for God’s sake. What happened to these people? The first thing on the list, using the mind to cure the body, at least has some plausible possibility in empirical research (placebo effects and whatnot). The rest are ridiculous. And what’s even worse is that the numbers of people who believe these things *are going up*.I’m truly scared. A girl I know, who’s not that stupid, seriously and truly believes that the world began 10,000 years ago, because that’s what could be extrapolated by a literal reading of the Bible. I think I understand why the US always scores lower on science tests than every other country in the world. It’s because we have a lot of really stupid people. What’s even worse is that Americans aged 18-29 are the ones most likely to believe in witches, haunted houses and all that. Witches! In 2001!

Heh, I think the Mormons are affecting me subconsciously. I went to usher at the Graduation tonight, and people noticed that I was dressed like a Mormon Missionary. Or else Agent Smith from The Matrix. Someone said I looked like the IRS.

I saw an interesting story that relates to the supernatural thing I just mentioned. Carl Sagan wrote something about a guy who proposed that he had a fire-breathing dragon in his garage. So you come to his house, and he mentions that the dragon is invisible. You say to put some flour on the floor to catch his footprints, but he says the dragon floats. You say to use infrared lasers to detect the invisible fire. He says it’s heatless. Etc. and on and on. Suffice to say, what’s the difference between this fire-breathing dragon’s realness and not realness if there is not test, technologically possible or not, that could detect the thing? I believe that if such a condition exists, it doesn’t matter whether such a thing exists or not, since it can not affect anything in any way. Interesting thought.

Not sure why I was thinking about this either. Oh yeah, someone was talking about the Death Penalty in class, and my bud Andrea assumed I was for it. I’m not. First of all, it’s not a deterrant to crime. But in the general scheme of things, I think it should be illegal to use one person’s punishment as an “example”. You should be punished for your crime and nothing more. No one should go to jail for 10 years for doing something little because the police/whatever want to discourage other people from doing the same thing. It’s wrong.

Britain had its election the other day. It’s really wierd that Britain has no libertarian anything going on. A guy like Tony Blair is considered right-of-centre, which is wierd. Khatami won the Iranian Ministry, too, which is good. Too many fundamentalists in the world already. Heh, I don’t think anyone else cares about International Politics except for me.

Big trend at our school recently: Lesbianism. Don’t ask me, heh.

So I’m probably gonna design the school paper next year for this Arts certificate thing in Graphic Design. It’s gonna be tight. I’ll scan in some PageMaker demos when I do it. I like a lot of the English papers, like the Guardian, so I’m thinking something along those lines. Bold pictures, 10pt font, bigger everything else.

I’m gonna go chill with EB tomorrow. Rockin’!

MP3 Prime Cut: What Would You Do? by City High
This Fugees-style hip-hop/R&B track is going to be *massive*. Good beat and nice rhymes.

MP3 Prime Cut: Me and Jesus the Pimp in a ‘79 Granada Last Night by The Coup
This is the actual name of this song. Rap group from the East Bay, with a wicked fly rhyme set about 2:30 into it.



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